.. hurt ..

Every night I fall
asleep, thinking of
you till, you appear
in my dreams and we're
together again.

Until I wake
up saying your name
and though
I wish I could have you,
and that you Loved me like
I love you,

Yet I fight these feelings
I fight the pain...
To still be with you just
to even be friends...

Its not easy
talking to the one you love
and tell him, "I only love you
as a friend" when you really
love him more than anything
in this world and your dying
to be his girl.

Though days be passing
by and every night you shed your
tears because you can't
help it not longer, and your
no more stronger than you
used to be.

He becomes your
weakness and at times you just
want to scream out loud saying
what you feel for him.

This is the most strongest
feeling a girl or anyone
could have inside, this
is the way I felt for you, and I'll
remain the way I am, just a friend
even though I'm so hurt inside...


When your heart
Has been broken
And stepped on
It leaves you hesitant
Reluctant to try
To give in once more
To open up To emotion
To dip your toe
Into the mire
Into the ocean
Of desire
To dip your toe
Into the ocean
Of unknown emotion
If you don’t
Enter the water
You wont get wet
There is no danger
Of being dragged under
Should you take a chance?
On love again
Throw caution to the wind
Open yourself up to the pain
Or the pleasure
Feel the love
Washing over you
Immersing yourself
The waves washing over you
It may drown you
If you do
If you resist the temptation
You will be safe
Unharmed in your segregation
Yet a single moment spent
In the refreshing waters
Stood on the ocean floor
Is worth a lifetime
Spent safely on the shore